go to your boss and say, “Look boss, I am going out to look for a better job. Hold my job (position) for me and hold my pay (scholarship) open, but if I find something better, I’m outta here.
If not, well, I’ll come on back and everything will be just fine”.
Boss, (coach), “Yeah, right, lemme know how that works out”.
I agree, you don’t want to be here, “bye”.